lisaobgyndoc September 16th, 2007
The trip was incredibly rewarding but I would be lying if I didn’t say that I had mixed feelings throughout the trip. There were some days that the extreme poverty and helplessness of the people just got to me. Was I here with this organization and merely attempting to “bail out the ocean?” In a continent that is full of political greed, incredible illness, destitution, and extreme need, was I making an ounce of difference? Was I wasting my time in trying to help a select group of people, a small community on a huge continent wrought with so many death sentences? If I save them from dying of cervical cancer, have I really done anything when they will then probably die of tuberculosis, malaria, HIV/AIDS, post partum hemorrhage, water-borne illness, tribal uprisings, or political unrest?
Then I realized yes, you are doing something. You are making a start to changing healthcare there, even it is only one of the hundreds of issues that need attention. And you are making people more aware - both in Africa and in the States. In Uganda alone, where the prevalence of HIV/AIDS was once 25% of the population, the same percentage throughout most of Africa, they have managed to bring it down to 6% in the past 10 years. It is an example of how education, knowledge, treatment, and determination can actually help to make a difference. And the doctors that we worked with in Uganda told us that if this program was successful, the governmental agencies would consider initiating this screening program on a national level. If that were the case, then we can truly say we are working towards change, towards making a difference. You can’t overcome huge obstacles without using stepping stones to get there.
So this is where I am at now. I have more than 2 1/2 years of my residency left filled with long hours and difficult days. I try not to get caught up in my life here but sometimes it is hard not to. I know I want to dedicate my life to bettering the future, both here in the states and abroad. Working in these poor communities with these amazing people is the whole reason I went to medical school to begin with. I just have to keep remembering through the grueling times that I love medicine, I love this field, and I love trying to make a difference.
I thank everyone for their support, emotionally and financially. I thank my parents for being so open and not letting their fear of the unknown get in the way of allowing me to have these unforgettable and inspiring experiences. I thank PINCC and the awesome people that were with me on this trip. I thank the trainees in Africa for volunteering their time to come and learn something completely new in order to improve their communities. And I thank all the women in Africa for being so strong, courageous, and determined; for trying to understand the importance of being screened for something that they do not actually have symptoms of, and for making Africa the warm and welcoming place that it is.


